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| ehhhh!! i hate it like i new i shouldnt have gotten started with everything but i just couldnt help it! and now it suxz! ahhh lol well so anywayz ... lauren and eliott kissed well kinda idk its soo fuckd up... and eliott sayz he didnt and kris says he deos and i belive kris bc y would she make that up itz stupid and like i mean i belive eliott well idk bc lyk he has done this before and i no i shouldnt judge him on his past but still! itz sooo annoying and i really reallly reallly want to say sumthin but i cant bc i no ppl well read this but ahhhh i wish this person new wat i was really thinking and i wish i could go back to when everything was soo good like around hc time that was soo much funn haha even last year at twin was better then now.. at twin i like never worried bout boyz i mean like i did but just that they were alwayz there if u needed them and when you didnt ..you didnt have to hang out with them.. me and faith kinda got into a fite tonite but it was all workd out thank g-d bc i love her soo much and i really hate when thingz change and i dont wnat anything to change between us .. i went to jills last nite at like 12.30 bc her dad came and picked me up bc i love there family soo much aww i missed jill now just untill faith and steph get home it will be better... ahh jill is soo freakin tan i hate her sooo much haha i liked rubbing her bc she was sooo tann hahaha jilly! i really need to talk to rachel rite now i miss her alot tooo haha! she is really nice girl u just gotta get to no her !! lol aww i love u baby ahhhh i really really wanna say the thing but i cant ahhhh i really really really wanna haha ! well now im going to go watch a movie..! yay xmas eve! hahaa JEWISH PPL ROCK AT LIFE HAHA | | |
| wow i havent writtin in this since forever!! kinda sad but okai.. anywayz well nothing that big has happend itz finnialy winter break and im soo happy wooohoo me meg and chris have hung out alot.. itz been great then yesterdai i hung w. chris the whole dai we workd out then eat lunch and went shoppin for a lil then went tanning then babysat then hung at her house... me and eliott are lyk idk no watr really lol ... haha we did stuff. cute i no haha and yeah and then i went over to his house tonite it was kinda a party idk n there were lotz of ppl there not megg damn we missed that bitch.. it was kinda werid bc lyk me and jared broke up and chris and eliott broke up and now lyk me n eliott idk itz crazy anywayz me n chris were partyyn by are slefz itz cute! and then chris reallly didnt feel good well also lyk the whole eliott thingy didnt make it better so we left.. i didnt want to but thatz okay.. and it was prob the last time i c him.. aw no goodbye kiss awwww sad! haha anywayz thats how my life alwayz is and im totaly not mad at eliott at all ... and it was lyk depressing that jared had to like leave where ever i was haha w.e his choice.. not lyk we were just gonna lyk hang but i dont no lyk we could of sad hi but ehh w.e and i hope they have fun on there cruise which they will and ahhhh lyk i want eliott to do stuff but lyk i dont... you no haha bc lyk i dont want to hold him back but i dont wanna like keep him to me idk.. its soo freakin confussing!! and annoying idk!!!!! life suxz at life haha !! i missssss jilll and faithhh anddd steppphh sooooooo freakin much im not even kidding i need to tell them soo much they alwayz no wat to do or say!! but i have meg and chris here to help me!! hahahahahhahah which of crouse they are amazing at.. well meg iz ovr rite now and she is on the othr compt. which is cool her face iss sooooo funnnyy i wish i had a camera!!1haha damn she iz cute i would do her... well acttuly she would do me which is kinda gross bc i think she is bi ahhahaha yeah rite she is ocd w. boyz!! no joke omg!!!! her and her older hottiez hahaha that reminds me - me and chris were sneakin and looking at alex fitch !! awwwwwwwww he is soo freakkin hott haha sowwy eliott dont worry u are to... hummm anywayz tommorw i just wanna go tanning and hang out have lyk a mellow daiiii haha mellow !! i love that word my mommy thought me that!!! ahhh i really wanted to go to the fucking fall out boy concert but we couldnt get tickets wat the fuck iz up with that bitch!! hahahahahah woohooooo im typing really fast!! soo todai at jackies she was like want a bloodymarry and im lyk eww no but we had sprit! and umm vodak ahaha it was ummmmyyyy damn she is the worst influance on me!! acttuly a better soo hahaha i love her and im going to miss her soo much when she leaves toomomre dont do anything to stupid! or anythin i wouldnt do!! JACKLYN hahaha she hates when i call her that but hahahah!! anywayz im gonna go bc meg iz board !! any1 who wantss to come over can xxooxox | | |
| hay sowwy i havent been writig in her soo much is going on!! okay.. so yesterday which was fri. i went to meggyz haha we are amazing singers on da bus haha i love her!! IT WINTERBREAK YESSS then we hung out at megs for a while and then we saw a movie.. spanglish haha meg n em. rachel wow u beast!! haha but u guyz are soo freakin cute so itz all good!! aww im so jelious i wish i was lyk u two! then we went to eat at potbellys and then we went home i feel asleep at 12 wowow it was soo early i was soo proud! todai i woke up at lyk 8 and then i showrd n called n woke up chris !! haaaa i love u too.. then im hangin out here till 6 and then i have my fam. hannuka parttyy which im soo xcited for more present woohooo haha im soo spoild on that side of the family. anywayz im soo conffusesd bout ppl .!!! i dont get them i mean i do but u can just tell when like something is wround or somehting is lyk werid and ahh it iz but im soo happy bc itz w.b. and tonite chris n meggy are sleeping ova!! were partyyn call if u wanan come bc were gettting me parents really drunk and then partyyn here hahaha!! great plane!! im really cold rite now and soooo freakinn weridd ... i hate not trusting ppl but i dont wana get hurt... ahh nywayz im gonna go eat lunch write more laytr xoxo | | |
| wow i didnt think my day could get any worse oh it did okay so my parents are like lauren we need to talk so i went and i sat down.. they yelled at me for that then they say oh lauren were on ur side dont worry we are just trying to help..all that bullshyt and saying how freshman year is going to effect my hole life ...well i dont fucking care at all ahh its soo annoying i really really really need to talk to jill she is the only one that understands me bout thiz shyt anywayz its 8 and im going to sleep bc ahhhh i have had such an amazin lyk 2 weeks and now thiz! it suxxxxx im such a drama person i need to change haha | | |
| ahhhhhh sorry i didnt write yesterday i forgot i no really sad!! but anywayz yesterdaii i had an eye doc apponment and my eye vison got worse aww lol haha i didnt go to gymn yesterdaii or todaii bc i had tonz of hw todai and ahh jill left and i already need her soo much ahh !! okaii im soo freakin confussed rite now i hate ppl hahah! acttuly only sum bc othr ppl are amazing to b w. and you no that they really care bout u and they would never hurt you. but others are confussing and say they wouldnt hurt you but ah i just dont no i like need to talk to jill soo badly anywayz so my x lol haha i love saying he said yah lets stay friends and haha we dont even talk how sad not really bc he isnt worth it at all bc i did sumthin stupid which i tryed and it was my choice and i no it hurt are friendship and realtionship but get over it... i dont mean that in a mean way but like its my life and shyt and he used to b like me wanting to try new things and do stupid shyt and he got over it ... haha when he was lyk that i didnt no him i wish i new the old him... all hiz freindz tell me how amazing he was when he was like that but not he changed.. w.e and he i asked him if he lyks this girl and u wanna no wat he did sign off!!!!wat a baby.. haha w.e soo todai in gym n jackie kayla and steph made up new braclets lyk live strong but our are licking lauren, sucking steph, kroms kayla, and humm i dont member jackies but hers was the best hummmm... jerkin jackie .. mayb idk lol it was sooo funny we did lyk 7 push ups and gave up wow are we soo freakin weak haha but i love u guyz anywayz... isnt it better to pretend that ur happy then alwayz being sad.. wow i found out this person cutz them self..bc of his girlfriend they broke up and he was soo upset he did it i saw it todai but im not supose to know g-d i really wish ppl wouldnt do that to themselfs.. serslouy nothing in their life should be that shyty to cut themselfs.. you have friends and ppl who care about you talk to them you have to get over the fact that u broke up .... there are soo many new and better ppl who really feel the same way u feel they will care for u like u want them to untill you find that person you just have to live life... and NOT HURT YOUR SELF. you have to serslouy get over things i no its soo hard to do i no trust me... ppl dont understand me anymore i thought they did but i guess i was totaly wroung i have a group of ppl that i can tell them anything to and i no they would help me out thank u guyz! i love u soo much you serslouy ur y im still living!! haha i cant wait to w.b i can get away from everything at school and have fun with meggy n chris!! itz gonna b the shyt were gonna partyy soo much lol n we have soo much to do haha i love u two i hopefully mayb get to garette that wood b amazing if i could even tho i didnt no him still he was a really cool guy.. he is cool like that !! hahaha i think writing in this makes me feel better or mayb bc the song im listing makes me feel better! all hail the heartbreaker by spill canvas wow wat an amzing band.. im sooo going to their concert no matter what!!!! haha !! well i really dont no wat ealse is in my life but yah itz boring ... but thatz okay.. i havent gone to gymn.. n 2 daiz and im soo freakin brod i think im gonna die and i was supose to have plans w. eliott but i had to do sludge itz such a bitch lol... wow todai i just relized somthing really big haha rite chris im slow n a sad way!! well im gonna go showr soon xoxoxo pz... im in LOVE | | |
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